Being trapped behind my eyes, feeling a little lost. I am not really good at articulating my feelings. so, let me try…
i get stuck in these loops of thought that everyone would be better off without me. on the other hand i am terrified of death, i don’t believe in an afterlife. These thoughts confuse me. I’m in therapy and i am on medication, they aren’t helping the way they used to but you cant exactly tell the you feel like ending it.
im hoping sending these thoughts off into the world will help me, at least just writing them out.







